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So I realized that trying to delete about 4 years worth of xanga entries (that is sad to think I've been on this damn thing at long) that I will just start a new one then delete this whole thing. Anyways...the name doesn't work anymore haha. It was a great inside joke a long time ago...but that's it. It was a long time ago. Thanks to "cake" for that one once again. Together we made fruit-cake! haha Anyways...if you want the new name I've probably already sent you an invite to my new site...if not I appologize. It's a pretty obvious name if you talk to me though. But anyways...yeah just ask for it if I forgot you and again sorry for it haha!

Ok I'm out...this is the end of posting on this site. It's been fun...but it's done. Starting over!

~Jess

Ok...so I fucked up. I'm sorry. I appologize. What was written last night had nothing to do with you at all. But I can see why you would still take it personally. I'm sorry...I really am. For all of it. I'm trying to change this...I guess I'm just not as good at it as I thought I was. So now that I kind of had that bit of slap in the face maybe I'll actually do it this time. Thanks.

In the process of deleting all the old entries. Starting over.

Ok...so work today. Then going to corps. If ya wanna call the cell this weekend. Although I most likely won't pick up, leave a message and it'll make me smile at some point. I'm out.

~Jess

So I'm home again for the weekend. Early getting back since our business teacher fell down the stairs (yes Dusty fell...and not because I pushed him! haha). He's doing ok though.

So I went to band practice tonight...intresting. They are all looking a lot better. The cymbal line has decided that my new name is "Sha-nana" or something like that. They think I'm black. Gotta love them. Forrest and Matt are going to be my models along with Scotty and Adrian for a shoot I have to do. I have to show lighting and shadows. Got an idea...hopefully it works now.

So at school this week we learned how to load our cameras, put film on the reels, develop film, and other random basic things that are driving me nuts. The only classes that aren't making me go crazy are lighting and camera work. History is ok because I never really learned that stuff...but it's kinda boring.

I just can't wait to get so engrossed in my work. A part of me is feeling trapped at the moment because I can't get into a darkroom and start creating pictures. I have to walk past it everytime I go through the front doors...ugh! Soon enough though. We're doing photograms next week in theory comp./ history.

What I really miss most lately is playing music...loudly. I'm used to playing music all the time wherever I am. But because we live in apartments next to a bunch of old people and we're the only Antonelli students in our building...we're not allowed to play loud music. UGH! Oh well...I try to fix the problem by turning up the portable player as much as my ears can bare.

So tomorrow photo shott with some of the guys. Hanging out with Brad before the football game. Riding the bus with the band to the game. Saturday 12 hour practice with the band...ick. Sunday hanging out. Might be going home Sunday night, not sure yet. So yeah...

Other than that nothing new...Oh...now wait. Forgot to mention the COMCAST CAN KISS MY ASS! And the maintenence man...he better get to the apartment to fix the dishwasher and AC before I start trying to! He can kiss my ass too! Unless he's some nasty ugly fat guy...then I can fix the stuff on my own.

I'm out, peace and much love!

~Jess

Well it's been a great weekend home. I've really missed it here. But I realized this weekend that Philly is my home now and this is just the place where I come to visit. Sad as it sounds, but it's the truth now.

Today all I have to do is pack up some of my stuff. Brad and I might hang out for a little bit after he gets outta school and we have to go pick up my film. Pictures from finals coming up soon! Well not on here since I suck at knowing how to do that...but yeah. I got some awesome shots from the Cabs alumni.

Well umm nothing else new. Working on finishing the sewing of the focus cloth I have to make for my new camera. Not the best piece of work but it'll do the job. So I'm outta here for now. We're supposed to get cable and internet next weekend...so might be a bit until the next post. Love you guys and miss you all! Peace and much love!

~Jess